It was so dark, so dark that I couldn’t see my sins.

It was so dark, so dark that I couldn’t see my sins.

It was so blue that the oceans filled with tears.

It was pure white, and only purity was expected from the world.

Why couldn’t it be green, so all could prosper in positivity?

I thought it was yellow until they left, leaving scars forever.

I miss the pink in me, all my youthful energy.

But the world sees me in black, shrouded in an aura of no return.

It is dark, so dark that I can no longer see my sins.



 ~TK

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